Moving... [19 Jan 2004|09:36am] [ mood | apathetic ] This journal has too many memories I'd like to forget in it. If want to find me my new journal is life_princess. Add me, and I'll probably add you back. 2 Sweet dreams|I've been sleeping a thousand years

Cher... [16 Jan 2004|08:54pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | Boyz II Men - It's So Hard To Say Goodbye To Yesterday ] locked post below for you to read. Rest of you, gonna watch a movie. Night. *waves* I've been sleeping a thousand years

[15 Jan 2004|06:46pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | Boyz II Men - It's So Hard To Say Goodbye To Yesterday ] How do I say goodbye to what we had? The good times that made us laugh Outweigh the bad. I thought we'd get to see forever But forever's gone away It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday. I don't know where this road Is going to lead All I know is where we've been And what we've been through. If we get to see tomorrow I hope it's worth all the wait It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday. And I'll take with me the memories To be my sunshine after the rain It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday. And I'll take with me the memories To be my sunshine after the rain It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday I've been sleeping a thousand years

so... [15 Jan 2004|08:11am] [ mood | angry ] I put my application in for a bunch of customer service jobs today. Let's just hope I get one of them because I'm sick to death of being taken advantage of as far as how hard I work for people. I mean I swear to god if I was to quit they'd be screwed, and playland would be as messy as the rest of the restaurant because they NEED me. They need me, but they can't pay me. This is enough to make me not want to go to work today. Stay home and say fuck it because I'm sick to death of this shit. Let me quit once. Then we'll see how much they're willing to pay me for busting my ass, climbing in the tubes because no one else will. Talking to the parents and the kids. Then we'll see. Maybe then I can get decent medical coverage so I can actually get well instead of being sick all the damn time. Fuck me. Fuck you McDonalds. I've been sleeping a thousand years

I need... [14 Jan 2004|07:26pm] [ mood | annoyed ] a new job...grr. I work my ass off for seven dollars an hour, for six damn months. Doing the shit no one else would do. And what happens? Because of a computer glitch, and clocking back in from breaks early I get only a ten cent an hour raise.... I've been sleeping a thousand years

I've never... [14 Jan 2004|07:50am] [ mood | crushed ] I've never missed anyone this much in my whole life. I've never missed the things anyone used to say as much as I do right now. I've never missed laughing and joking around as much as I do now. I've never missed having a good time this much. I've never missed the sound of an IM name coming on this much. I've never missed role-playing with someone this much. I've never missed being the person I know I can be this much. I miss you. Please read your e-mail if you're reading this. I've been sleeping a thousand years

Your life has no meaning anymore does it? [13 Jan 2004|05:19pm] [ mood | defeated ] [ music | The Sundays - Wild Horses ] No, it doesn't. And if I wanted to...I could end my pain, my suffering. It'd be so easy. But I won't. I know if I don't continue my miserable existence, I'll never see my brother again. Never feel the warmth of heaven. But that also means making changes. Doing what it is I should have done in the first place. Not protect myself from people. Not show them this side of me. But show the side I know is under it all. The person I was....before all the lies, all the deceit. Everything. Today, I say goodbye to that part of me. For no one but myself. Because if we change for other people...and those people aren't around anymore, it just gives us an excuse to go back to old habits. But I have to save myself. Save my soul. I've been sleeping a thousand years

I... [13 Jan 2004|02:54am] [ mood | depressed to the point of no return ] [ music | Def Leppard - Love Bites ] I am so sorry. I can't even begin to explain how sorry I am. I love you...with all my heart and soul. Right now...I wish I was dead. I'm going to go...try to sleep without crying. I've been sleeping a thousand years

lyrics [12 Jan 2004|10:57am] [ mood | numb ] [ music | Def Leppard - When Love & Hate Collide ] You could have a change of heart If you would only change your mind Instead of slamming down the phone, girl For the hundredth time I've got your number on my wall But I ain't gonna make that call When divided we stand, baby United we fall Got the time, got the chance, gonna make it Got my hands on your heart, gonna take it All I know, I can't fight this flame You could have a change of heart If you would only change your mind 'Cause I'm crazy 'bout you, baby Time after time Without you, one night alone Is like a year without you, baby Do you have a heart of stone? Without you Can't stop the hurt inside When love and hate collide I don't wanna fight no more I don't know what we're fighting for When we treat each other, baby Like an act of war I could tell a million lies And it would come as no surprise When the truth is like a stranger Hits you right between the eyes There's a time and a place and a reason And I know I've got a love to believe in All I know, got to win this time Without you, one night alone Is like a year without you, baby Do you have a heart of stone? Without you Can't stop the hurt inside When love and hate collide You could have a change of heart If you would only change your mind 'Cause I'm crazy 'bout you, baby Crazy--Crazy Without you, one night alone Is like a year without you, baby Do you have a heart of stone? Without you, one night alone Is like a year without you, baby Do you have a heart at all? Without you Can't stop the hurt inside When love and hate collide I've been sleeping a thousand years

peoples... [09 Jan 2004|11:59am] [ mood | crack monkeyish ] gonna take a nap. talk to you in a little bit. lol Dad also wants the computer. I've been sleeping a thousand years

god damn... [08 Jan 2004|08:48am] [ mood | hungover ] [ music | 3 Doors Down - When I'm Gone ] My stomach hurts...remind me not to do that again.... I'm around if anyone wants to talk. I've been sleeping a thousand years

Please... [07 Jan 2004|08:45pm] [ mood | discontent ] [ music | Paula Abdul - Straight up ] please come back... I've been sleeping a thousand years

Nicci! [07 Jan 2004|10:45am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | Uncle Kracker - In A Little While ] I gots an icon for you when you get home from work. :) I've been sleeping a thousand years

[06 Jan 2004|03:17pm] [ mood | giggly ] [ music | Edwin McCain - I'll Be ] Cjsgirl in Sopwith Reconditioner In this action packed masterpiece, cjsgirl (Jane Seymour) is a hard-nosed marine with a dislike for corn chips. She needs to track down nerosgirl (Salma Hayek) before the seemingly innocent cherberrie (Nicole Kidman) gets to her. Like many before her, she attempts a break-in at an underground warehouse recklessly. Watch this movie if you like rubbish! Produced by ianiceboy I've been sleeping a thousand years

Sam, Nicci, Cher, Dawn, Krik, and D... [05 Jan 2004|11:23am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Uncle Kracker - Drift Away (Ft. Dobie Gray) ] Dad's taking me out for breakfast. I'll be back in about an hour and a half at the latest. Then I'll be online and all bouncy. *laughs* I've been sleeping a thousand years

hi. [03 Jan 2004|07:46am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Goo Goo Dolls - Iris ] Gotta go to work now. And I'll be off tomorrow through next Saturday. But I'm probably gonna nap when I get home, but I'll be on after to those who care, and wanna talk. I've been sleeping a thousand years

[02 Jan 2004|07:27am] [ mood | scared/depressed ] [ music | Poison - Every Rose Has Its Thorn ] We both lie silently still in the dead of the night Although we both lie close together We feel miles apart inside Was it something I said or something I did Did the words not come out right Though I tried not to hurt you Though I tried But I guess that's why they say Chorus: Every rose has its thorn Just like every night has its dawn Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song Every rose has its thorn Yeah it does I listen to our favorite song playing on the radio Hear the DJ say loves a game of easy come and easy go But I wonder does he know Has he ever felt like this And I know that you'd be here somehow If I could have let you know somehow I guess Chorus Though it's been a while now I can still feel so much pain Like a knife that cuts you the wound heals but the scar, that scar remains Solo I know I could have saved a love that night If I'd known what to say Instead of makin' love We both made our separate ways But now I hear you found somebody new and that I never meant that much to you To hear that tears me up inside And to see you cuts me like a knife I guess Chorus I've been sleeping a thousand years

*snickers* [31 Dec 2003|06:27pm] [ mood | giggly ] [ music | Poison - I won't forget you ] New Years Resolution Maker by Corpgirl I Resolve To Give Up The Hardys Before March 18, 2018 Created with quill18's MemeGen! *giggles!!* I've been sleeping a thousand years

You know what? [30 Dec 2003|03:17pm] [ mood | determined ] [ music | Puddle of Mudd - Blurry ] I changed my mind. Because like it says on the icon, I don't give up when the going gets tough. I refuse to roll over and play dead. I know how I feel, and I'll fight for those feelings. *hugs the person responsible for her change of attitude* I've been sleeping a thousand years

[30 Dec 2003|04:03am] [ mood | depressed ] I felt this before now I feel it again No matter how hard I try this feeling won't end So I pretend you're here by my side tonight, on this lonely ride I keep telling myself that.. (Chorus) Life goes on while you're miles away And I need you. Time rolls on as nights steals the day There's nothing I can do. You healed up my wounds I tasted your tears you spilled out your heart So I let out my fears But one fear I kept to myself How I prayed that you love no one else Like you said you love me. (chorus) If you only knew how much I miss you. (long Instrumental break) When my mind plays its tricks on me It shows me things I don't wanna see So I tell myself and.. I keep telling myself self now Just take another piece of me? (chorus) Love goes on you're still miles away And I need you And this last mile I travel with you I've been sleeping a thousand years

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